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I AM... My name is Cookie and I'm 23 years old I have a three year old son and am always, I mean always on the move. I belive that we as women need to know what we need and want then go for it. etc) PLAYLIST Kindred 'Every song they make' BUDDIES %%buddy list%% |
Broke 9/29/06 My friends say I'm losing my spark but it's hard not to I have to say to myself "God will work it out he will make a way." That works most of the time but when you suffer from depression sometimes you just are down in the dumps. That being said I know I am a child of God so I am trying hard to keep the faith. I'm going to a rush meeting on Sunday. I don't think I can join because I'm not in school but it's something that I have wanted to do for as long as I can remember. At least I will get to learn about the process. I am so excited! My friend will be one before me but that's alright maybe she can help me get in when it's my turn. You Know I feel that everyone around me is doing better than me. I am happy for them. So happy for them but I wish I could catch up. I have so much I have worked on but what have I finished? The truth is that I don't feel that I'm good enough. Everyone around me thinks that I am but I don't. It hurts too. I get all worked up then I'm like I can't do this. Then things fall all around me. I love to write but I don't think I would do a good job. Well sometimes I feel that way and sometimes I think my writing is the best I have ever read. I guess that's why it's called bipolar. 10/3/06 You know I really don't like where I live. They lock us up like rats in a cage. Then now they are talking about everyone has to wear ID's and cars can't be inside the gate pass 6pm. What kind of life is that? I already have to walk 6 blocks just to get to my house but do you think they care no they don't. They just want to keep us contained the poor black people lock them up. I just can't believe that this is happening. Well that's all for today talk to you kiddies later Peace |
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