Words of A Cookie

Still Depressed
12:46 p.m. - Wednesday, Jun. 23, 2004

I am depressed and you know the wrost part about it is? The fact that I can't shake it. I like I am trying to walk around all happy and the shit is just not working. My mom payed the light bill (Thanks MOM!) but that just knocked $47 off of my over $700 bill pile. And to make matters worst my cell phone which is the only way that my non exsiting clintel is broke as hell! I can't even press a damn button! I mean they was already about to cut it off but damn could I have used it until then. I just feel so down in the dumps. I just know when you all read this you're like "oh goodness she's depressed again."

Realationships are hard man. Well at least mine is. It's like I am so in love with him both every five minutes I want to hit him. Hard. I mean I know that I am depressed because I don't want to have sex and I don't think that I have even been that depressed. But I am still Cookie and if you fuck with me enough I am going to get sexy right back with you. It's still like I don't want to really want to do it. I don't think he gets it though, but you know what? It's not like I exspect him to because I don't even know what's going on my damn self. I am mad because I can't spell. How in the hell am I a writer and I can't spell what kind of fucked up shit is that. Yea that was just outa of nowhere my bag.

The poetry slam is tonight I am a wild card which means there is a real big chance that I won't even make it to the stage. I am trying to keep my head up and do the damn thing but it's getting harder and harder to stay above water.

Still Depressed

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	I AM... My name is Cookie and I'm 23 years old I have a three year old son and am always, I mean always on the move. I belive that we as women need to know what we need and want then go for it. etc) I'M FEELING PLAYLIST Kindred 'Every song they make' Floetry Every song they touch Band 'song' Band 'song' BUDDIES %%buddy list%%	Still Depressed 12:46 p.m. - Wednesday, Jun. 23, 2004 I am depressed and you know the wrost part about it is? The fact that I can't shake it. I like I am trying to walk around all happy and the shit is just not working. My mom payed the light bill (Thanks MOM!) but that just knocked $47 off of my over $700 bill pile. And to make matters worst my cell phone which is the only way that my non exsiting clintel is broke as hell! I can't even press a damn button! I mean they was already about to cut it off but damn could I have used it until then. I just feel so down in the dumps. I just know when you all read this you're like "oh goodness she's depressed again." Realationships are hard man. Well at least mine is. It's like I am so in love with him both every five minutes I want to hit him. Hard. I mean I know that I am depressed because I don't want to have sex and I don't think that I have even been that depressed. But I am still Cookie and if you fuck with me enough I am going to get sexy right back with you. It's still like I don't want to really want to do it. I don't think he gets it though, but you know what? It's not like I exspect him to because I don't even know what's going on my damn self. I am mad because I can't spell. How in the hell am I a writer and I can't spell what kind of fucked up shit is that. Yea that was just outa of nowhere my bag. The poetry slam is tonight I am a wild card which means there is a real big chance that I won't even make it to the stage. I am trying to keep my head up and do the damn thing but it's getting harder and harder to stay above water. Still Depressed Cookie � \| �